| "Hey dickfuck why don't you stop being a vagina and call me retard." -thee best |
[Nov. 11th, 2006|10:50 pm] |
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Its totally been a long time since I wrote in this.
Basically the moral of this entry is
SCHOOL IS GAY AS HELL!
But I am still getting all A's and B's.
ayooo.
waiting for thanksgiving break. then christmas.
then year 2007..
almost out of highschool if you think about it in context!
face painting on friday was fun.
tis' cold outside.
cheers.
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[Oct. 19th, 2006|03:34 pm] |
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and everything is going smoothly.
well, sort of.
my days are going by fast, im catching up with old friends and new ones, and our band is 4th in the state.. and we could easily be 3rd after saturday, TOMORROW I AM GOING TO BLAKES WITH CHLOE AND LIZ AND WE ARE GOING TO PICK PUMPKINS.
And that, is all i have to say. |
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| SIKE |
[Oct. 9th, 2006|11:33 pm] |
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If you ever want to come over my place of residence, I will be now located in a carpet covered dirt hole somewhere between georgia and kenya.
If everything fails, the hole will be under star theatre on gratiot. or wherever the hell its located.
Thank you.
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| I had to use a cheeseknife to cut my buns! |
[Sep. 16th, 2006|12:03 pm] |
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I talk to hajera everyday. EVERYDAY. We can always seem to pick up where we left off and she is one of those friends you just can't get rid of! Ha just kidding! Come on toughgirl187 why don't you connect with me?! I said I wouldn't use this anymore.. but i decided why not.
School is actually pretty easy right now.. and its enjoyable I guess.. and the day goes by fast! Everyone is gone at the fair, or out.. or something.. and im here talking to hajera.. again.. while my ear oozes. I don't think thats healthy. Everyone else is at the competition... that i should be at.. but i can't.
Im getting my hair cut soon .. and probably changing the color(s) again. Maybe not.. I don't know! I can never tell what I want! But thats what makes things so fun! "IF YOU FALL ASLEEP... I WILL CUT YOU.........I WILL CUT YOU!"
I think I enjoy myself too much.
nah.
I GO TO CHICAGO SOON =]. see ya! |
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[Sep. 4th, 2006|11:26 am] |
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I am not going to use this any more. Its wasting my life. No more than myspace is.. but im going ot keep that .. I think. I don't know. I tried my hardest not to sleep at all last night.. and I pulled through! I am going to sleep very well tonight.. if i don't get insomnia first.
See ya'll in school. |
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| MEAT WHISTLE MY BUNGHOLE.. wait what? hahaha |
[Sep. 1st, 2006|07:43 pm] |
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So today I woke up at 1 which was a nice start to my day. Then me and Alexa talked about stuff we should do for the National Art Honors Society. Hopefully we can actually make something of it rather than the coffee house that we host. So im looking forward to working with her. =]. Soon after I went with Mike and Dan to white castle so they could eat. Right after I went to Mike's house and I never realized how much I miss talking to him! We layed down our sweet basketball skills and we played some food game which I rule at I must say ;-]
DON'T EVER MAKE SOMEONE DRINK PURE VANILLA EXTRACT.
I'll leave it at that. I swear after we layed in the grass and talked for like an hour and a half. It was actually a lot of fun. Hopefully we will hang out alot more.
Actually everything right now is absolutely fantastic! But now I am getting really stressed out. So when I thought this year I wasn't going to be apart of band, I was wrong. Mr. Hilton wants me to play some percussion stuff behind a prop on the field since i can't play tenors. Cool, I mean I do want to be apart of it. But here is the catch.. I'd be playing on some garbage cans and boxes and chains and whatever and only for the 3rd tune. Not cool. Yeah I like to play percussion and all that but do I really have to show up to all of the practices and rehersals just to play for the 3rd song which isn't that long? Next, National Art Honors Society. I am the Vice President and I am glad to be that. But it also puts a big part on me to accomplish things and get things done so we make something of ourselves. Which is another thing I want to do. Now there is more, Also I have AP art history which is a college class that I wanted to take so that way I can actually understand what I am doing instead of just doing it. But that means a lot more homework on my part. Next, I signed up for college classes to take after school so I can get my credits early. I mean it doesn't start till 2nd semester and I will only have to stay after until 6 or so... which I also want to do but it leads me to my next problem. Drumline. Drumline tryouts start in February. Now since I can't play tenors because of what happened, that leaves me with one of the bass drums or snare. So I talked to ralph and he told me to go for snare. Which means I need to start getting lessons now all the way up until tryouts in February. Then drumline is on every thursday from 6 to 9 until school gets out. On top of that i still need to do drivers training! which i need to somehow fit into 1st semester because of the college stuff second semester.
So let me recap my schedule.
Mondays- School 7:15-2:05 Drivers training- 2:30-4:30 Tuesdays- School 7:15-2:05 Drivers training- 2:30-4:30 Band- 5/6-9 Wednesdays-School 7:15 -2:05 Drivers training- 2:30-4:30 Thursdays-School 7:15-2:05 Drivers training- 2:30-4:30 Band- 5/6-9 Friday-School 7:15-2:05 Drivers training- 2:30-4:30
Plus depending on whenever e-board meetings for nahs are or plain nahs meetings, lessons for snare, the chicago trip, and competitions on the weekends. and then homework. This is just for 1st semester.
Now for second. Mondays- School 7:15-2:05 Kendall course- 3 to 6 [i believe] Tuesdays- School 7:15-2:05 Kendall course- 3 to 6 Wednesdays-School 7:15 -2:05 Kendall course- 3 to 6 Thursdays-School 7:15-2:05 Kendall course- 3 to 6 Drumline- 6-9 Friday-School 7:15-2:05 Kendall course- 3 to 6
plus snare lessons, plus nahs and that coffee house, and homework. Plus I get to go to Georgia for a week my dad said! That is if everyone else pulls through. =]
Maybe I just won't do drivers training right away but I'd really like to get that done! So I can get my liscense and go out and get a job instead of my mom feedingme money all the time. Not like that is a bad thing for me.. because im not complaining but I want to do things for myself.
ugh I know it doesn't sound like alot but just imagine if I had a job too. I just want to do everything I guess. I can't get rid of anything either because I like it all too much.
I guess being so great at everything comes with a price ;-] Ha! Just kidding.
Actually even with everything that is going on.. I am really happy.
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[Aug. 30th, 2006|08:19 pm] |
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How many times Billy called me an asshole while playing war - 36
What an accomplishment.
I want school to start so we can start getting it over with. But hey on the bright side I get to see Ms. Ritchie 3 hours or more a day! Ha! Also that means I get to go to Chicago again soon! =]
And did I mention I might get to play a giant wood box?! Yes! I am going sledding tomorrow [how? its easy] Then I am going to see Kelsey and the off to the football game.
I have been a good mood and there is a lot to look forward this year! Totally.
Amanda Out.
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[Aug. 27th, 2006|02:20 am] |
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we went to ryan and angela's house for a garage sale. it was .. different.
then to somerset. and i bought 2 shirts and a pair of jeans from urban outfitters and saved like 40 bucks so I only had to pay like 50 thanks to ryan and angelas discount! yes!
then after we picked mike up from work.
right after we went back to ryan and angela's and hung out until like now. it was fun, and they are funny and nice. I like being around older people. They have more fun and things aren't that stressful.
we watched blind date like 30 min ago and listened to ryan make fun of everyone.
I don't feel very well and my throat hurts and im sleeping at megans. Sweet. |
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| Well I enjoyed it. |
[Aug. 24th, 2006|06:56 pm] |
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| | upset/tired | ] | So Carly left today and the lessoned learned from that: NEVER LEAVE ME!
I am so horrible at saying goodbye. I take things way too personally..well maybe not personally but I am always afraid I will never see them again. I cried so hard that it seemed like my mother died. Why? I don't know but I wouldn't look her in the eye or let her see me cry. Maybe it was nice living the part of my life that has been excluded for so long. I had the best time even if we didn't do much and I will definetly miss it. But only until next time, which there WILL be one. Plus I have her pants and she has my blanket so now there is a reason to visit again.
Hold on the pizzaman is at my door.
Okay so I am back from that and the pizzaLADY was like "well thank you and you enjoy the food" and me and my dumbass self replies "oh yes you enjoy it too!"
Because we all know that the pizzalady will enjoy the food that she just gave me. IDIOT.
God I am done. |
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| All good things must come to an end. |
[Aug. 23rd, 2006|12:15 pm] |
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| | danity kane-ride for you | ] | Well I haven't been filling this out at all. BUT today is the day that Carly leaves. I am not happy about it, but I am happy that she came and even though we didn't do much, I still had a lot of fun! Time sure does fly by.. but hopefully there will be a next time. Actually there will be one but I don't know when. We went and bought the Danity Kane cd.. its too good. No one else will listen to it with me (except carly) which almost makes it even better. I had a cake fight last night and it was really nice. But now I go back to being home alone all the time. Its okay I guess. Anyways I missed lancer day but oh well. School starts in less than 2 weeks.. and I don't know how happy I actually am about it.
I am cutting this short. I need to enjoy this last day. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2006|11:01 pm] |
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| | sue bitching. | ] | So today.. was... different.
At first my dad was being a total bastard about my sister megan and all that.
BUT I ignored him. I cleaned a lot and was my dads bitch for the day.
Sweet. Amber showed up at my house.. and we went to rite aid. We hung out with the drunk people and watched my dad dance. Sue kept calling me and amber lesbians and kept yelling sex. Just like SEXXXX! hey you lesbians SEXXXXXXXXX. Hey splibby come take a picture of me and the dykes .. hey girls! SEX.
OKAY ENOUGH. No sex no lesbians. NO DYKES.
Sue keeps repeating herself and if she keeps doing it I will punch her fucking teeth out.
Its okay Carly comes tomorrow and I am more than ecstatic. Now I am with traci and we are chillin and sue is sucking her fingers in the backround.
Dude sue is so trashy and her potato salad sucks. just so you know. |
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[Aug. 14th, 2006|01:23 am] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
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| | Traci singing "I am just the girl next door" | ] | Okay so today has been one of the best days ever.
I can't remember what i did before today really, so ill just talk about today.
Traci and I went to Caitlin's house because she is home finally! Joe was over there and Tammy came later. Anyways, Me and Joe had a serious Bop It Extreme throw down. I rule and of course won everytime. That little bastard was upset that I was doing so good and started swinging a lamp at me and chucking pillows at me.. then the bop it was like FLICK IT.. and caitlin most definetly Bopped it and I lost! HOES. JP (Caitlins mom) told me I should be a model today (HAHA)... so I picked up the cat and did my first signature pose. I think I'll call it magnum. I need to watch that movie. Then we all decided to go to dunkin donuts but instead of going forwards through the drive thru... we went backwards.. until the guy looked at us and kept telling us to pull forward then we turned around and went in normal. Anyways we went back to caitlins and we were going to stay the night there.. but that fell through so we wound up coming back home to traci's. Then her sister jessica got home as soon as we did and we decided HEY there is a del taco on 16 and gratiot.. lets go. So I had my first del taco experience. Now we came back again to traci's and we sat in her room when I found a new discovery. Traci has a nail on her toe that like grows in this direction / except a little more slanted to the right. I like died laughing because its late at night and im really awake. Now traci is singing and we are making no sense at all. But thats the way I like it. I am laughing for no reason.
There was more little things in between but I can't name them all there was too much!
Now I am going to go talk with traci and make no sense at all. But when do I ever? |
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[Aug. 11th, 2006|11:23 am] |
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| | Blame it on the Weatherman | ] | So these last couple of days have been pretty good. I can't remember what I did on wednesday so I'll just shoot straight into yesterday. Dale came over and we watched Donnie Darko and Making the Band. Ha, then we ordered pizza and we played keyboard. There was more to it, I just can't remember. I forget a lot. But anyways I leave for my moms tomorrow for a couple of days. Everyone else leaves tomorrow for camp which means Stephen will be gone! =[ Who is going to make me laugh all the time.
Today I know I am doing something for sure. But I don't remember what it is. Maybe I should get that checked out.
I haven't been sleeping good at all. There is just too much excitement and stuff im looking forward to from tomorrow on. I fell asleep at like 4:50 am yesterday and I woke up today at 11 because someone had the wrong number. Oh well.
Now I have been listening to B*Witched lately. Yeah I know they are pretty old but for some reason I still like the song Blame it on the Weatherman which could be the gayest song you have ever heard.
Im done. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2006|05:00 pm] |
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| | ARGH. | ] | I really hate how my dad has to go and ruin my day just because I am in a good mood. I was sitting in the kitchen talking to him and telling him about all the things that were/are going on and how excited I am for everything that is coming up and instead of being happy for me too he has to go and tell me how everything is probably going to not work out or its going to suck. At first I was like whatever, okay, I will just ignore it but then he was like "Carly comes in a week you know..." and I said "Yeah I know its coming so quick and im pretty excited." and then he said "Well don't get to excited she might not stick around here anyways she probably will want to spend more time with the rest of the family."
I know that. I am not dumb. I didn't expect her to come out here and see me the whole time. I am not that selfish. Hell I don't even expect for her to want to see me the whole time! There are other people besides me that want to see her in my family and other people she will want to see as well. I am okay with that. But don't sit here and tell me that I don't know her and act like you know what she is all about. YOU DON'T. I may not know as much either but at this point I know more than you do. You just assume everything and whenever I say "Yeah dad I know don't worry" he is like "no you really don't know". Okay tell me what I don't know thats cool. NOT REALLY. And don't tell me you care about me knowing Carly and Sarah and then flip it around making everything sound so horrible. Maybe you are jealous. Who knows. I wouldn't.
What kills me is that he doesn't know half of the things that I do or what I think because he is never home! Whenever he does get home he is like okay I am going to sues. Okay fine its not a big deal until you come home plastered off your ass and yell at me and be pessimistic about everything. Then you bring sue over here and she bitches at me too! You know I don't even have a problem with her when she is not drinking even if it is .5 % of the time but seriously is that the best you can do dad? Just .5 percent of the time?
I just wish he could understand me but I don't even want to bother anymore. I think I have grown more independent and rely more on myself since I am the only one around. This is not like a "Oh I hate my parents, my life sucks" deal. Because I love my dad and I know he cares about me too, but he makes the worst decisions. For the both of us.
So keep drinking dad and keep seeing sue. I will be out on my own before you know it and then you will be left with her and your garden. P.S your green peppers taste like shit.
Sorry if this depressed you but I had to let it out. The sad thing is that is not even the whole thing. |
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[Aug. 7th, 2006|09:25 pm] |
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| | hahaha. Im out of it. | ] |
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| | Blood Brothers-love rhymes with hideous carwreck | ] | So I am really surprised I am keeping up with this thing.
I spent 126 dollars at IKEA today (from the surprise party I had). Now the thing about IKEA is that since everything is in swedish and you have like 30247820 types of pillows (for example) how do you know what one to choose. But whats the difference between lyxa, myr something bolta.. bologna I DON'T KNOW!. Literally since I couldn't understand what it said I had to lay on every bed, pillow, blanket everything. It was nice. Also they have this room that looks like home depot with all this wood.. and they also have these carts that glide so smoothly.. SO me and half tired body decided to take the cart run and then lift myself off the ground and glide. It was extremely fun UNTIL I wasn't paying attention and slammed into a ladder. Probably one of the best furniture stores I have been to.
I went with my aunt amy, this older lady named chris and her neice amanda.
So chris is like high 60's in age.. but she is so amazing she will tell you exactly whats on her mind. There was this butch looking lady wearing all guy clothes and chris didnt notice but right when that lady was there she is like man you cant tell guys from girls anymore. So then we start walking and the lady runs up to us and is like "Yeah well these 2 girls of yours are sluts!" and Chris was like "EXCUSE ME BITCH. BUT I WAS NOT TALKING TO YOU OR YOUR CHILDREN SO FUCK OFF YOU DYKES."
and we walked away.
Amazing. Then we went to the best gay bar ever. Well there was a resturant attatched to the gay bar. Its called pronto and its in royal oak and I had the best asian salad ever. Everyone was gay and really nice but for some reason all of the bus boys where ever i go make faces at me and don't stop staring. CREEPS. Ask my aunt she'll tell you.
Oh I am painting my room tomorrow with dale and traci possibly? I just woke up from a 5 hour nap. |
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[Aug. 6th, 2006|10:49 pm] |
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| | ludacris- move bitch | ] | It seems like when one band kid knows.. every fricken other band kid knows.. and their families and their pets and there families tell other people and the band kids tell other kids until everyone knows.
I have heard there are rumors going around that go something like this A) That I am dying and B) That I am going to have to undergo major surgery.
First off I am not dying unless you talked to my doctor and you guys are both hiding the fact that I could be dying from me. Bastards.
Secondly I do not have to go into surgery as of now. If things get worse then yes.
The only thing that is wrong with me is my spleen is swollen, 1 rib is sprained and alot are badly bruised and those weird cyst things which could rupture. Who knows.
Im not worried so please don't worry either. This healing process is slow.. some days are worse than others but i can assure you that I will get through it. NO WORRIES.
I am going to visit everyone at precamp on wednesday if i feel up to it which I have been feeling better because of the medicine and wrapping nonsense.
SO if you want to see me (which i keep getting complaints that you people do.. jerks)(okay okay.. sweet jerks).. be on the look out cause I haven't seen any of you bitches in forever!
Okay but this entry is done.. Ill be home tuesday.. wednesday i see alot of people thursday is stephen boegehold day and friday is puffy tacos with austin perhaps?! then saturday everyone leaves for camp and i leave for my moms and then I come back to monday to rest until wednesday when my sister comes. =D
now i must leave my douglas pouch hurts me.
thats disgusting. |
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[Aug. 5th, 2006|07:40 pm] |
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| | rejuvenated | ] | Okay, I bought an Ellen DeGeneres book today. I sat down outside in my fat clothes eating ice cream and came across the line "Whats so bad about prison? That's what I want to know. I suppose I'd probably have to be someones bitch. Unless of course I got in with the right crowd in the beginning."
Now how exactly do you get in the right crowd at jail? Either way she does have a good point in talking about how jail wouldn't be so bad.
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" I thought about having this entire book printed in capital letters, so as the narrator, IT WOULD SEEM LIKE I'M SHOUTING THE WHOLE TIME. I LIKE THE IDEA OF ME SHOUTING INSIDE OTHER PEOPLE'S HEADS. IT MAKES ME FEEL POWERFUL. "
Reading something in capital letters does seem like someone is shouting. Her book really makes me think and laugh a lot. It kinda redirects your mood to a happy free-thinking one. So go out to the book store.. read the first 8-10 pages in the store.. and then buy it.
The funny thing is one... not the other one.. I didn't read that one. Not that you shouldn't read that one.. but ah you get the idea.
NOW I AM GOING TO GO READ THE REST OF THE BOOK AND HOPEFULLY WHILE YOU READ THIS YOU THINK I AM SHOUTING BECAUSE IT DOES MAKE ME SEEM POWERFUL. |
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[Aug. 5th, 2006|03:28 pm] |
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| | silly | ] |
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| | ryan singing | ] | I love old home movies.
End of story. |
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| SHE STOLE MY SONG FOR MYSPACE! THAT LITTLE BITCH STOLE MY SONG FOR MY MYSPACE. OH NO SHE DIDN'T. |
[Aug. 2nd, 2006|11:10 pm] |
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| | impressed | ] | Today was a great day. Many birthday wishes, phone calls, packages, messages sweet. I spent like the whole day with traci and dale .. it was fun. We went to krogers 2 times. I saw scott today and made fun of him at his job. He secretly liked it. My uncle fred called and talked my ear off. Mexicans, oreo pie AND I chucked a package of depends at dale. I ate fireballs and my mouth burns. I made dale wear my scarf today... and it looked fantastic. Tomorrow I get shipped off at 1:00 am to go to my aunts until like monday! and we are going to go to IKEA! that huge furniture store. I love furniture stores. My shoes are finally broken in and I got highschool musical from traci. YES. I missed making the band still and I got called peace frog today. I am getting a surprise on friday from austin and a package in the mail with something special in it supposively. I got a new cd from dale which was sweet and I am talking to amber. Its about to storm and traci is really entertaining and really awesome. I love my sisters and I love how my dad and I are on good terms. This is a happy entry and sue didn't drink for the first time.
I cant wait for my sister to get here and I can't wait to get healed.
God everything is GREAT! |
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| So technically its my birthday right now. |
[Aug. 2nd, 2006|01:39 am] |
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| | TAN!- Harpoons of love | ] | Sweet. Today if I ever go to sleep Dale will come over as soon as I wake up. If that made any sense at all. I bought 2 pairs of shoes today, a scarf, a shirt, a pair of cargo capris, and some new bandanas since my older ones just like fell apart. I also went out to eat. Not once my friends, twice. The first time was real food and the second time was dessert. I made it sound like i eat fake food. There was like this overly excited clown there.. who was right by our table. I personally don't like clowns but she made these sweet dogs on a leash so i let her slide. Im really awake right now and Ken, Kevin and Andrea just left so now I am here at traci's house.
Before I wrap up this entry, I really want to say something.
I don't understand why people get satisfaction for making other people feel like shit. Obviously they have nothing better to do so in order to entertain themselves they have to make other people who don't deserve it feel horrible. I hate seeing my friends like this. Its probably the worst thing. I know its not my place to say anything about anyones business but think before you say something. I know sometimes im not the nicest person but eventually i come to my senses and apologize.
But I am excited for whatever today brings me and my sister comes in exactly 2 weeks. Things are going swell and my last month of summer is going by slow. Fuck mosquitos. |
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